Raya Post.

Hye-naasss......good day all! =D

Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan, sebulan berpuasa......no, im not singing that raya song by Anuar Zain & Elina. Its really the end of Ramadhan. It has been Syawal for the past 1 week. Lets hope the changes we made during Ramadhan, stays for good. And i cant listen to anymore raya songs, or i'll puke.....like, seriously!

My raya was good. Had fun with my little cousins and funky uncles and aunties. Tahun ni saya banyak kena usik....hahaha. Semua pakat nak mengajar macam-macam benda kat saya. Ada suruh saya dengan Din makan 'telur' kambing nak kasi 'kuat'.....hahaha merepek. Kang pastu mengembek plak kan. Ada ngajar macam mana nak suap suami la....ada suruh saya pakai kaftan la....for 'easy access'. Hahaha.....they are on fire okayyy!

I also realize its my last raya being single....

And somebody is going far away. Encik DinDang akan berada di Amsterdam pada 29hb ni. He'll be going there for work.....(and of course a few days of lepaking). And he's going without me. Without me! Dia kata mana bleh ikot....sebab kan belum kawin. I hate him. Going to Amsterdam without me. And he said he's gonna watch football match in London cos its in season....well, thank you that makes me hate him more.

But actually, saya kena terima hakikat sebenar la kan, ahahah.....saya memang tak boleh ikot dia keje, sebab kitorang belum kawin pun. We might get our heads chopped off by both our parents if we go together. We might as well dig our own grave if we go....oh well....he promised me another trip soon. Whatever....(tidak dapat menerima hakikat).

Then he said....'tu la, org soh kawin awal tak nak'. Huhuuh....i say that to him ok!

Selamat hari raya. Selamat menghadiri open house. This is the month of feasting with great sinful food. Take care what u eat. I will be doing open house. I hope we have the time for it. Have fun..

Till next time.......x0x0

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Ciggies

Hyenas....

Banyak sungguh la iklan anti rokok. Merata-rata kempen anti rokok. But i think it failed. It phailed!.....big time. Because i think it doesnt work that way. I mean, setakat kempen-kempen anti rokok ni, perokok tak pandang pun. Membazir duit kerajaan je. I saw satu iklan anti rokok. Yang orang ramai-ramai baca surah Yaasin (a Muslim recitation to someone who is dead) dekat perokok tu. Smokers just laugh. Iklan-iklan penyakit kat kotak rokok tu, diorang takde perasaan pun. Diorang mungkin geli masa mula-mula pandang tu, tapi tangan dah pegang rokok dah. Tunggu ape lagi....light je la rokok tu kan.

Memang tiada kesan.

How i know? Because i know. I have been battling with this myself....hahaha. Trying to make this someone to stop smoking.

I have been trying to make my fiance stop smoking for a long time. Before he met me, he smoke a box a day. After we become serious, i feel responsible to take care of him (years ago). I ask him to stop. But then i understand that it is hard to stop. So i ask him to reduce. Baik kan saya? See, im not a medusa (go figure). I dont force, im a very tolerable person. Then we have an agreement about how many cigarettes he can have one day. I trust him to follow the agreement. I am not doing a queen control.....i just CARE. The agreement dated years ago...and it goes on until this very moment.

I have some friends who smoke too. And i realize the thing is, the smoker will only stop, if he wants to stop. That is the very annoying thing about it. I realize this means he doesnt want to stop yet. The smokers doesnt want to stop yet! They see a picture of a gangrene leg because of smoking, and they say..."gamba tu bukan gamba orang sakit hisap rokok, tu gamba eksiden. Penipu."

Doesnt it make u sweat now? Rasanye kalau orang-orang kerajaan yang bertanggungjawab dengan kempen ni dengar camtu, menitik-nitik peluh diorang.

So when do they stop? They will stop when something hit them. Meaning, when suddenly there's something that make them think....that they have to stop already. That time, is elusive. Im not sure when. Im not sure how. Some people stop when they have kids. Some people stop when they got married. Some people stop when they see the pure face of their newborn baby. Some people will stop when someone close to them died because of smoking. Someone even decide to stop smoking when the see a beautiful sunrise.

Maybe some certain people will stop......when i really become a medusa.

Me: I think its time to reduce ur cigarette.

Him: Eh, tak payah. Sekarang pun dah hisap kurang kuota.

Me: Oh, kalau camtu agi senang reduce kan?

Him: Tak payah reduce. Memang hisap kurang dah skang.

Me: What if our kids saw u smoke?

Him: I will NEVER ever let the kids see me smoke!

Me: *sulk....


This battle is not over yet =)

Till next time people....x0x0

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Employer Bertuah...!

Assalamualaikum....Hyenass all!

I haven't written anything for a few days. Its not that i have nothing to write. I have 1001 things to write, but the topic is not suitable for Ramadhan....hahaha. Cos it involves me saying things straight from my heart. So i have to find some 'softer' topic to write.

Can call me hypocrite.....cos i do feel hypocrite sometimes. Cos after Ramadhan i could be the same 'me' again. But i just have much respect for this holy month. I have intention to be better actually. But....i mean....im not that bad i think. I dont have much to change, do i? Im not a social person who lives on booze, all doped-up, promiscous, un-ashamed girl who comes home at 6am on most days. Walaubagaimanapun, ada jugak yang perlu berubah. I will try.

Bulan Ramadhan ni, memang tercabar gak rasanya. Tercabar dek oleh perbuatan employer baru saya. Orang-orang IT mungkin tahu apa terjadi pada EDS. Kalau tak tahu, takpe. Kalau nak tahu, tanya-tanya la orang. Employer baru yang declare kaya, tapi cakap putar-belit...nak bayar salary bulan-bulan pun putar belit. Employer yang cakap berdegar-degar, kata product terjual paling banyak di dunia, business yang maju segala...tapi nak kasi paycut secara tersirat. Pastu cakap putar alam. Dalam hati memang dah berbakul-bakul mencarut-carut.

I wonder if mencarut dalam hati, mencarut di mulut dan mencarut di blog, sama atau tak. Rasanya agak sama gak kot. Sebab yang penting kena sabar....haihh. Tapi kami memang marah dengan employer baru kami....Hopeless Prick. (oh there, i just said something bad.... = ).

Tapi takpe, I refuse to dwell on it. They will lose their experienced employee (ekekek....cam bagus je employee). I just wish to have a decent good job with good decent salary nowadays. A job that makes me work with sincerity. A job that will make me strive and not make me work half-heartedly. But like i said, im not gonna dwell on it. Im not a dweller at all. There is so much other things for me to be happy about.

Life gives you lemon, you make lemonade out of it. Life gives you apple, you make apple juice. Life give u shit?......there's still hope! You make compost(baja) out of it.....ahahah.

EDSers....we all feel mad and frustrated at how they treat us. Chill, we just need to re-tune our budget a bit.....

Till next time......x0x0.

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His Minor Operation

Hyenas all....

Well, its the fourth nite of Ramadhan. All is great, all is fine.

Last 23/8 was my birthday. So many people wished me. I am grateful for that. Thank you for the thoughts. I got a nice cake from my dad. And i got this exquisite expensive chocolate from Godiva.

I mean, from Din. The chocolate is from din....not from Godiva.

I am old.....like the vespa.... =D. I like vespa.... =D

Nothing is that interesting for me too write. Its just normal stuff every day. But whats interesting is, today Din has an appointment at Selangor Specialist Hospital. Its for his minor operation thingy. I offered to go with him. I know he can be there himself....but i offer to be with him, lending my hand....haha.

He actually injured his shoulder because of golf. He tore his shoulder muscle. I believe the cut on his muscle is because he swings so hard beyond what his muscle can handle. He does have a strong and long shot at golf. It has been haunting him for some time already, when at last he decided to see an orthopedic. This is his treatment - The doctor will suck out his blood....with a syringe. Then the doctor will mix his blood with some medicine or drug, then it will be injected in his torn muscle. I have been told of this treatment beforehand.

So, we get to the doctor's office. The doc straight away pierce the inside of his elbow and draw out some blood, and get it to the lab to get it mixed. Ok, i can handle that. Blood is no problem for me. I can have my dinner while watching a heart operation, no biggie.

Then came something else. The doctor wore his latex glove and put some iodine on this shoulder. Then he took one needle besar kakloh, and dengan selambayaya cucuk bahu dia. Besar siot needle tuh! I almost had my heart attack when i see the doctor tonyoh-tonyoh jarum tu masuk dalam bahu dia. Then he pushed in more until the whole-goddam-big-ass-needle were all in his shoulder. The length of the needle is around one finger (my finger), and the whole length is in his shoulder. Then dia tonyoh-tonyoh jarum tu sume masuk. Pastu dia tolak tolak kiri kanan. I was like, cant breathe.....when suddenly i heard his laugh. That was shocking! He laugh because he thinks i was being funny....freaky. I cant breathe and he thinks i was being funny. I expect some pain from him.....but he laughed!

Thats not all.....itu baru bius. I wish there is a bius before bius.....u know....the bius itself is painful. So if there would be a bius before bius....and then bius before bius before bius before bius.....that would be great....huhuuh.

Then came another big ass needle....the same thing happen. Just the needle is the one that will put in his mixed blood into the muscle. Again....the doctor tonyoh-tonyoh....tolak-tolak the needle in. Push left and right. Nampak sangatlah menyakitkan. But surprisingly, he doesnt let out a single whimp. Tatau la kot incik Din kontrol macho kot?....ahahha. But i know he's brave enough and it takes a lot for him to feel the pain. Cuma hantu je yang dia takot.....huahuahuahua.

Now im traumatized. The person who went to lend the hand was traumatized and the pesakit was fine. That totally defeats the purpose. Dah la esok nak bwat HIV test....kena cucuk amik darah jugak.

I feel slightly faint thinking about the HIV test......huhuh.

Anyway, i hope he's doing fine. Dah la dia sorang.....kesian dia....tuh la, org suruh kawin awal, tanak....hahah.

Until next time.....x0x0.

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