Pregnancy lagi aa...

Rumors has it....that im pregnant with a baby boy....hehe.


Rumors dari mesin sonogram doktor aku ler....hehehe. Aku 5 bulan pregnant dah. Cepat kan? Sebab apa cepat....sbb aku lambat tau yang aku pregnant. Masa tu memang ada rasa cam pregnant tapi aku takot nak check utk confirm. In denial la kire. So aku delay untuk confirmkan. So bile dah confirm tu lambat...dia jadi cam laju la kan.

So 5 bulan memang dah bleh tgk jantina. Aku bende2 gini memang tak bleh nak tunggu. Aku tak sabar. Aku kan manusia yang nipis kesabarannya....hahaha. So dia jadi meronta-ronta nak tau. Doktor pun pulas dan kilas mendalah handheld ultrasound dia tu...dapat view bawah bontot dia (bontot baby, bukan bontot doktor). Nampak macam balls, the testicles....hahahha. Baby ni boy rupenye. Tapi aku tanak rely 100% kat gambar tu je. Next time nak check lagi. Mana tau kot umbilical cord dia je ke bergumpal....sapa taauuu.

Aku tak pernah bitau sesape lagi, tp sebenarnye hati aku nakkan baby girl actually....hehe. Sebab aku nak Aynur dan adik pempuan dia jadi the best of friends, sharing everything and playing together, satu kepala. But then, baby boy ke girl ke....same je. Still adik beradik. Biasa la manusia (aku la)....berkehendak. Aku teringat lagi time aku pregnant kat Aynur. Aku nak baby boy....tengok-tengok dapat girl. And i love Aynur more than my life. In the end, it doesnt matter one bit.


So, beza pregnancy kali ni....tak byk dari time aynur dulu. Alhamdulillah, takde morning sickness ke ape. Lepak je. Tapi penat dia cam hopeless sket. Dulu penat masa pregnant first, aku bleh layankan. Kalo penat aku pi rehat baring-baring, tido awal. Ni ada Aynur....nak layankan penat? Kau jgn harap. Skang ni tetiap malam nak tido lambat budak tu...apesal ntah asik nak main je. Asik nak memunggah jer. Memang stage dia kot. Memang aku jadi monster jadian aa kan. Tahan jer la. Aku rasa cam wanita besi dowh. At 5 months pregnant, aku memang still dukung Aynur yang 9kg lebih tu. Bih kalau anak dah hulur tangan....cemana? Atau ko nak bergerak cepat kan, malas tunggu dia terkedek-kedek jalan. Ramai je kawan2 aku camtu. Dah sarat still mendukung toddlers diorg. Ahh...kite pregnant, and ada anak kecik lagi nak jaga kan. Kite kan pempuan moden, pempuan yang ada banyak job scope, pempuan yg (kena) lebih kuat. Kite redah je...semoga Allah lindungi kite, mama-mama dan mommy-mommy sume. Amiin...aku selalu berdoa kepada Allah semoga diberi kekuatan. Dan aku selalu rasa, situasi aku ni mesti pempuan lain hadapi juga. Semoga mereka juga diberi kekuatan.


Skang pregnancy is mid-way. Baby is so alive and kicking! The familiar feeling of a moving being inside me is back. The flutter 'gassy' feeling when baby flip and press against my colon....hahah.


Aku dengan takde kerjanya, telah categorize all of the baby's movement...according to my feelings la kan.

1 - the flip - you feel like (huge) butterfly in your stomach. like a wave, a flutter. like baby is doing all sorts of movement at once. like he's doing some acrobatic movement. usually this is one of the earliest movement felt. sebab ruang dalam perut still banyak, baby boleh gerak bebas camni. so rasa cam ntah ape-ape2 dia bwat, cam berenang ade, cam sepak takraw ade.

2- the soft tap - its when baby taps softly. its not as strong as the kick. more like a tap. maybe a slow kick from inside.


3 - the push - its like when baby moves slowly and lazily in your tummy. like maybe he wants to change side. and when he moves, you would feel like he's pushing to shift place. the push can be divided into 2 kinds;
             - pushing with his body - there would be a huge bump on my tummy which makes my tummy seems senget. this would make me feel like im gassy nak terkentut.....but no kentut comes out of course.
             - pushing with his 'small and sharp' body parts - like his feet, hands, knees, elbows... which means i would feel a bit ngilu, but nice  =D


4 - the push and drag - its when baby push (as above), and then he drags his weapon (hands, knees, elbows) across my tummy (which means more ngilu).


5 - the kick - the mother of all movement, where the baby gives you one strong blow to your tummy. this is the most exciting for me.

6 - the organ kick - this is when baby does not kick your tummy, but he's kicking your organ. namely (usually), your stomach, colon and bladder. again, feels like you're gassy, feel like u're pressured to pee.

For all of the movement, no pain is felt by the mother.....only much love, smiles, and happiness that the baby is growing like a champion.

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