Aging

Ok, ok....i update my blog already....hahaha.
(jgn la marah sam.....refer kepada chat box di sebelah kiri)

A while ago, my husband just gave me a whole lot of money. Saya ingat sebab ape la kan...ingat suruh pi beli kasut Nine West yang saya dok teringin tu. Then he said, 'ni duit untuk rumah. you manage this money.'

Shaayytt....terus la aku jadi accountant/bendahari kan. Aku tak pernah ada degree in accountancy, how to manage money? Hahaha....alasan untuk lari dari tanggungjawab. This are some of the things that i have to learn and do. Manage money. Bukan seratus, dua ratus, tiga ratus, empat ratus, lima ratus. Lebih dari itu....huhuuh. But like i said...this are the things i have to learn and do. But anyway, being married force me to change.....its for the better. I feel like a coward and a loser if i dont take responsibility. And its a waste if i stay the same way (not improving).

Anyways....

Have you ever feel old? Haha....i know you will deny. But age will catch up with you, my fren. Even if you dont feel old, certain things will not be the same. When i was younger....during Uni time, i will sleep late almost everyday. Play game la, chatting la, browsing la, studying la, movies la, bowling la, late supper la, lepak-lepak la....all that and i was able stay wide awake. Nowadays, i cant even make it pass 11 pm. I will feel sleepy. Dulu dengar bang Subuh baru la nak tido (pastu missed kelas la kan). Tido dalam 4, 5 jam pun ok. Skang kena 8 jam, baru aku happy. Me, im feeling neutral. Im feeling my age....but i will always have the kid inside me. Im not feeling old, but like i said...age will catch up with you, and you will realize things are a bit different.

And mind you....age is NOT just a number. It is a number and everything else.

With aging comes responsibility, comes wrinkles, comes wisdom, comes 'kendur-kendur'....comes lesser energy, comes so many other things. Like what I have discussed with a friend some time ago, imagine if you're 40 yrs old, are you still gonna jump around in a disco? Is it still the same when you were 21 and jumping in disco? Of course its different isnt it? Kalo ko still pergi disco umur 40, ko memang buang tebiat, in denial nak mampos la kan. Or anybody think its normal?....hahahh.

The thing you can do is, having a fresh mind. Dont be to stressful about anything, live life light, fun and simple. Take care of your health, take care of others too. Be reasonably open-minded. Be in touch with your spiritual junk (ingat ugama plis). Have many friends, young and old. At this age, you should have kids as friends....as well as old people. Not only people your age. Knowledge and wisdom will make you young and fresh, not 'acting young' like a retard. So many other things to 'retain' your age and not be 'old' with time.

Lemme show you an example of a person who is living in denial and a person who is aging and living her life happy.

Madonna

















































Ellen DeGeneras












































Madonna is like 50 yrs old. You might know, Madonna strive very hard to maintain her physique and looks. She did a whole lot of yoga, pilates, cosmetic surgery and many other things we never heard of.....she wears inappropriate clothes at her age, which ironically, makes her look older. She worries too much of growing old....and now she becomes what she's afraid off. Maybe worse.

Ellen DeGeneras is also like 50 yrs old (and a lesbian). But she dress appropriately, she's nice (see her talk show), always happy and smiling.....and who looks better...you tell me.

I rest my case. Till my next post.....x0x0