Employer Bertuah...!

Assalamualaikum....Hyenass all!

I haven't written anything for a few days. Its not that i have nothing to write. I have 1001 things to write, but the topic is not suitable for Ramadhan....hahaha. Cos it involves me saying things straight from my heart. So i have to find some 'softer' topic to write.

Can call me hypocrite.....cos i do feel hypocrite sometimes. Cos after Ramadhan i could be the same 'me' again. But i just have much respect for this holy month. I have intention to be better actually. But....i mean....im not that bad i think. I dont have much to change, do i? Im not a social person who lives on booze, all doped-up, promiscous, un-ashamed girl who comes home at 6am on most days. Walaubagaimanapun, ada jugak yang perlu berubah. I will try.

Bulan Ramadhan ni, memang tercabar gak rasanya. Tercabar dek oleh perbuatan employer baru saya. Orang-orang IT mungkin tahu apa terjadi pada EDS. Kalau tak tahu, takpe. Kalau nak tahu, tanya-tanya la orang. Employer baru yang declare kaya, tapi cakap putar-belit...nak bayar salary bulan-bulan pun putar belit. Employer yang cakap berdegar-degar, kata product terjual paling banyak di dunia, business yang maju segala...tapi nak kasi paycut secara tersirat. Pastu cakap putar alam. Dalam hati memang dah berbakul-bakul mencarut-carut.

I wonder if mencarut dalam hati, mencarut di mulut dan mencarut di blog, sama atau tak. Rasanya agak sama gak kot. Sebab yang penting kena sabar....haihh. Tapi kami memang marah dengan employer baru kami....Hopeless Prick. (oh there, i just said something bad.... = ).

Tapi takpe, I refuse to dwell on it. They will lose their experienced employee (ekekek....cam bagus je employee). I just wish to have a decent good job with good decent salary nowadays. A job that makes me work with sincerity. A job that will make me strive and not make me work half-heartedly. But like i said, im not gonna dwell on it. Im not a dweller at all. There is so much other things for me to be happy about.

Life gives you lemon, you make lemonade out of it. Life gives you apple, you make apple juice. Life give u shit?......there's still hope! You make compost(baja) out of it.....ahahah.

EDSers....we all feel mad and frustrated at how they treat us. Chill, we just need to re-tune our budget a bit.....

Till next time......x0x0.

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His Minor Operation

Hyenas all....

Well, its the fourth nite of Ramadhan. All is great, all is fine.

Last 23/8 was my birthday. So many people wished me. I am grateful for that. Thank you for the thoughts. I got a nice cake from my dad. And i got this exquisite expensive chocolate from Godiva.

I mean, from Din. The chocolate is from din....not from Godiva.

I am old.....like the vespa.... =D. I like vespa.... =D

Nothing is that interesting for me too write. Its just normal stuff every day. But whats interesting is, today Din has an appointment at Selangor Specialist Hospital. Its for his minor operation thingy. I offered to go with him. I know he can be there himself....but i offer to be with him, lending my hand....haha.

He actually injured his shoulder because of golf. He tore his shoulder muscle. I believe the cut on his muscle is because he swings so hard beyond what his muscle can handle. He does have a strong and long shot at golf. It has been haunting him for some time already, when at last he decided to see an orthopedic. This is his treatment - The doctor will suck out his blood....with a syringe. Then the doctor will mix his blood with some medicine or drug, then it will be injected in his torn muscle. I have been told of this treatment beforehand.

So, we get to the doctor's office. The doc straight away pierce the inside of his elbow and draw out some blood, and get it to the lab to get it mixed. Ok, i can handle that. Blood is no problem for me. I can have my dinner while watching a heart operation, no biggie.

Then came something else. The doctor wore his latex glove and put some iodine on this shoulder. Then he took one needle besar kakloh, and dengan selambayaya cucuk bahu dia. Besar siot needle tuh! I almost had my heart attack when i see the doctor tonyoh-tonyoh jarum tu masuk dalam bahu dia. Then he pushed in more until the whole-goddam-big-ass-needle were all in his shoulder. The length of the needle is around one finger (my finger), and the whole length is in his shoulder. Then dia tonyoh-tonyoh jarum tu sume masuk. Pastu dia tolak tolak kiri kanan. I was like, cant breathe.....when suddenly i heard his laugh. That was shocking! He laugh because he thinks i was being funny....freaky. I cant breathe and he thinks i was being funny. I expect some pain from him.....but he laughed!

Thats not all.....itu baru bius. I wish there is a bius before bius.....u know....the bius itself is painful. So if there would be a bius before bius....and then bius before bius before bius before bius.....that would be great....huhuuh.

Then came another big ass needle....the same thing happen. Just the needle is the one that will put in his mixed blood into the muscle. Again....the doctor tonyoh-tonyoh....tolak-tolak the needle in. Push left and right. Nampak sangatlah menyakitkan. But surprisingly, he doesnt let out a single whimp. Tatau la kot incik Din kontrol macho kot?....ahahha. But i know he's brave enough and it takes a lot for him to feel the pain. Cuma hantu je yang dia takot.....huahuahuahua.

Now im traumatized. The person who went to lend the hand was traumatized and the pesakit was fine. That totally defeats the purpose. Dah la esok nak bwat HIV test....kena cucuk amik darah jugak.

I feel slightly faint thinking about the HIV test......huhuh.

Anyway, i hope he's doing fine. Dah la dia sorang.....kesian dia....tuh la, org suruh kawin awal, tanak....hahah.

Until next time.....x0x0.

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PUasa Ya'll!

Hye....Hyenas.

Wah....dah nak puasa! Isnt it great? Mengikot astrological month, kita akan puasa 22/9 ni kan? Tapi kite kena mengikut fadilat Islam dan tunggu anak bulan yang comel tu. Ramadhan is my favourite month. The Fasting month and its special. For this one month, we change our lifestyle a bit and its not gonna be the same as other month. The food, the lifestyle.....everything.

Masa nak sahur tu, memang agak sakai la kan, sebab memang mengantuk! Time menagement adalah sangat penting di sini. Bukan sahaja masa bersahur, kena manage time untuk berbuka puasa juga. Kena la tido awal sket. Kalau selalu malam-malam gi clubbing, tak payah la gi. Sebab kalau tido awal lagi bagus kan. Takde la esok pagi, time sahur tertido atas nasi. Karang terbangun dah pagi, dengan nasi dalam lubang hidung dan kuah sardin kering kat pipi. Time menagament lagi la penting terutamanya jika anda sudah berkahwin. Kena siapkan makanan sebelum tido. Kena bangun awal sediakan makanan. Kena kejut suami. Tapi apa-apa pun, sahur adalah sunat yang besar dan penting yang membezakan puasa kita dengan puasa-puasa 'yang lain' - yang bukan seperti Ramadhan. Dia nak hampir kepada wajib dah. Lupe la apa nama sunat tu.....sesiapa yang tahu, sila ingatkan saya plis.

Time puasa tu sendiri, banyak perkara yang kita kena kontrol. This month is when we can control many things. Control kewangan, pemakanan (thats your health), patience, self control (banyak perkara), time management....dan banyak lagi. If we go deeper into these matters, then we learn more. Banyak perkara boleh tulis pasal ni, so thats for you to find if you're interested. The things that we are not suppose to do during fasting is important to shape us up into a better person. Thats self-control. Its all to toughen us up into a better person and a better Muslim. One of it, is no sex during the day. I was just thinking, lucky that im not married before Ramadhan.....hahahhha. If not......bummer.

And fasting is not a bad feeling at all. Its no-eating (and not doing things that you're not suppose to do) only for around 12 hours everyday...not 2 weeks. Kita sebenarnye digalakkan meneruskan hari-hari seperti biasa. Kalau petang-petang kite selalu jogging, go ahead and do it while fasting. We still have to take care of our health. Kalau selalu main golf, main jer la. Orang dekat India tu lagi panas. Rilek je puasa kan. Cume berpada-pada la. Jangan sampai pengsan-pengsan atas padang golf akibat dehydrated. Main 9 hole cukup la kan, yang? (talking to DiN =p)Pandai-pandai la jaga diri.

Nothing beats being hungry and thirsty the whole day....then later set the table ready for break-fast, then when the que comes (the azan)....we dig in! Its an awesome feeling. Especially when we are somehow, in the privillage to eat what we like when break-fast. Like we deserve a treat. Then dengan perut yang bloated...semayang terawih...hahahh. Then malam sikit, makan bubur jagung. Dem!...eheheh.

Tapi agak pelik, kite ambil tahu apa yang kite tak boleh buat je di bulan puasa. Kita lupakan perkara yang baik dibuat di bulan puasa. Seperti sedekah, belanja orang berbuka, dan banyak lagi la benda-benda lain. So, ambil la tahu. Pesanan ini untuk saya sendiri. Saya tahu, pembaca-pembaca blog saya bukan budak-budak muda. Kite kena ambil tahu. We are responsible for our own self.

Banyak lagi boleh ditulis pasal Ramadhan. Tapi saya rasa kite semua dah banyak belajar tentang bulan puasa ni. Kalau tak, read up dan bertanya kepada yang tahu. Saya bukan la orang yang berilmu tinggi. Saya cuma ingin ingat-mengingati sesama kita. Saya share apa yang terlintas dalam kepala otak saya. A lot more things to dig and know.

Dan juga, kite kena meminta maaf kepada rakan-rakan, ibu bapa, dan suami-isteri anda.

Selama berpuasa and have fun while you're at it....xoxo

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Ke mana Duit saya?

Assalamualaikum and hyeee naaa..s...

Its the darn freakin weekend ya'll...

Apakah perkara yang anda sanggup perabis duit? Benda yang membuatkan anda cair dan
lembik lutut.....hingga membuatkan anda sanggup mengosongkan wallet dan menjadi papa (kedana) sehingga gaji seterusnya? Hahaha....takkan takda kot korang. We all have our weaknesses.

Huhuuh....

I just spent quite a lot of money on something. You wanna guess i spent on what? Adakah anda cakap handbag? Salah! Adakah anda teka kasut? Salah lagi! Dresses? Lagi-lagi salah! Those are not the things that makes me lembik lutut, lalu merancang sebuah rompakan....atau tiba-tiba menggoda boifren saya supaya belanja saya beli.........tidak.

Saya beli buku. Yer, buku. I love books. I mean......i LOVE books! =D. Sounds so geeky arent i? Ehehehe. Dan yer, saya akan menggoda boifren saya supaya membelikan saya sebuah buku yang agak mahal.....ngeee =D

For me books are just magical stuff. Some people tak suke, cam Din tu. I think, a lot of people are traumatized by books....ehehe. You know, we have to read for exams our whole life. So when they see books/reading, they will relate it to stress. When i got into bookstore, there are so many things to read and know. It pains me when i know there are so many things that i dont know.....hahaha. Ada banyak sangat jenis buku yang langsung tak stress. Sebagai seorang yang sangat suke food for thoughts, i just love books....dan yer, saya boleh spend beratus-ratus untuk buku sahaja. Dan buku ni, bukan hanya pada novel. Ada buku pasal macam2 perkara. Buku belajar bawak kapal terbang pun ada.

Satu lagi benda yang saya sanggup belanja ribu-ribuan sampai hampir mama kedana, ialah untuk DSLR camera saya. Camera saya biasa je. Canon 400D. Ok la tu....tak la hebat sakan kan. Ok la untuk amatur cam saya. Specs dia dah cantik molek dah. Tapi dalam tak hebat mana tu, ribu-ribu jugak la habis kan....haha. Lens dia saje dah ribu-ribuan. Tu pun bukan original. Dengan speed-lite lagi kan. Tapi takpe, mak suke you!

Saya juga sanggup spend duit untuk aktiviti gitar saya....hehe. Saya dah spend beberapa ratus untuk belajar gitar....dan saya sangat suke. Jari-jari sakit sampai kematu ke ape ke....saya tetap main gak, sebab teringatkan duit yg byk spend kat gitar ni....haha. Ni nak kena beli tuner plak ni kan. Tunggu la.....saya tulis lagu nanti....kasi Siti Nurhaliza nyanyi...eheh.

Ke situ ler saya spend duit. Cara saya spend duit adalah lebih kepada kepuasan hati dan untuk hobi. Pastu shopping sket-sket gitu.....

Jadi jangan la rasa bersalah kerana anda baru sahaja spend duit yang banyak untuk beli komik tu....hahahaha. We have our weaknesses. Cuma, jangan la terover spend kan. Kena ingat duit nak makan bulan tu paling minimum cukup ke tidak. Nak bagi untuk mak bapak bulan tu cukup ke tidak. Jangan sampai berlakon papa kedana kat kaki lima kerana baru menghabiskan duit untuk membeli patung transformers =D. Kalau camtu, kau kena re-tune balik what is your priority. Kau nak makan patung transformers tu ke....ko nak makan nasik lauk ikan terubuk bakar cicah air asam dgn sup tulang yang panas2 tu.

But nowadays i have to save some money cos i will be using it quite a lot. Kata nak kawin kan. Kawin ni memang makan duit je kerjenye. Pastu nak beli carpet hijau untuk apartment la. Nak beli cermin untuk hall la. Its ok farin....slowly.

Till next time....happy spending. Tengah mega sale ni... =D

x0x0

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How to kill time....

Hyena....

I usually write about other things....other than me. I like to write about random stuff. But cut me some slack this time.....cos i wanna write about me. I was being honest here......

Do you love your ex?: errmmm.....im not sure. i forgot.....hahahh.
Would you ever go back out with an ex?: gosh....epic stupidest question!
What did you last cry over?: A movie.....called The Guitar.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: My boifren.....
Where do you want to be?: southern part of france.....haha. near the mediteranean area...
What's the last movie you watched?: The Guitar....eh, no....wrong! the movie is called Garden State..
Do you honestly love your friends?: yeah.....the worthy ones....
Who hates you?: i dont care.....
Have you ever used a condom?: i do not need to use a condom....i dont have that thing....u know...that thing. im a girl!
Are you a virgin?: well answer this first.......are you a virgin?
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?: ask him la....
Ever been in true love?: yes......im in one now....
Done drugs?: no la......silly
Gotten high?: well......hhmmmmm.....
How much do you weigh?: 51.4 kgs
How tall are you?: 165 cm
Made fun of a fat person?: well......i tried not too....well...mostly no.
Gone skinny dipping?: nooo.....intsresting idea isnt it? wait till i buy my own island ok..
Given a lap dance?: hhmm......huh?
Made-out?: oi!.....
Seen the opposite sex naked?: what the hell....ask 'behave' question plis....
Ever been Horney?: what is horney? or horny? do u mean honey? no i've never been honey before
Looked at porn?: what? what is porn? i know no porn....
Own any thongs?: what is thong? can u please tell me what is thong?
Touched a genital of the other sex?: my god.......what the hell!
Thought about sex?: hiyaarrkkk! you know, im a person with class. i dont talk about this thing to people.
Had a "dirty" dream?: you have no rights to know, darn questions....
Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex?: hohohoh....im so gonna abandon this questionaire.....see my mood la...
Favorite animal?: leopard....oh i just love animals... =)
Least favorite animal?: kuman h1n1
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes....i have a crush on Bradley Cooper. especially when he has that crew cut...rambut cam askar tu....woweee.
What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble?: hahaha....numerous people said i look like dynaz....celah mana tatau la
What is your favorite pizza topping?: pepperoni and extra cheese
What song do you hate the most?: my all time song that i hate is Macarena. makes me wanna go on a killing spree....
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?: yes....Mr. Bush. and the evil Israelis.
Where did you last go on vacation?: end of last year.....with my girlfriends and had a blast =D
Do you talk to yourself?: i do.......yes. what about you? yes i do....and you? yes i do too. sorry i was talking to myself just now. moving on.....
What superstition do you believe/practice?: my ingredients to make cake has to be in cool temperature....not very a superstition here...hehe...im not superstitious...
What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower?: Im Yours
Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?: i do so......reaaalllly carefully
Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh?: yeah man....i would.....haha. i'd make a fool of myself for me laugh too
Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences?: i dont judge people with their music....i just wonder, like....why they even like that song!
Do you believe that dreams can be messages from a "higher level"?: no la....the other day i dream, i colour my hair blue. that would be one hell of a stupid message then...
Did America really put a man on the moon?: oh them? americans? they do eeeeeeeverything, isnt it? they are capable of doing eeeeeeverything isnt it?.....their leaders loves war and aaaaaaall of them support isnt it? they even eat shit, no?
Do you like bananas?: not that i hate bananas....its just not my favourite fruit. banana is like....weird.
What is your favorite song of all time?: this is hard. I like a lot of songs. I like Angels by Robbie Williams. I have some evergreen songs like by Muse, Stereophonics, Jason Mraz.....i just love music
If you could have one super human power what would you choose?: i want to be invincible....and invisible too....
What would you do if Michael Jackson asked you out: play dead....
Do you shower every single day?: yeah....contrary to popular belief....i actually smell nice =D
Aliens have landed and selected you to visit their home planet. Do you go with them?: only if after im sure they're nice....
If you had to pick one car, which would it be?: oh....i dont ask much....just the latest nissan skyline
Why did the chicken cross the road?: leave the chicken alonee.....
Do you read harry potter books?: nope.....dorks read that books....hahahha. oh u read harry potter?.....sorry....hehe, cool
If you have friends coming for supper what would you cook?: order pizza....
Do you say "I love you" in the relationship?: yeah man....why wouldnt you? you got issues man....
How many hobbies do you hav?: manyyyyyyy
Are you happy?: yes i am...

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