The Wait...

Assalamualiakum...


I went out for lunch with Din. Bukan selalu ni. We went to eat ayam penyet. Lunch kan, banyak la kereta semua. So there is this one kancil yang macam nak keluar parking. Tapi cam takut-takut dan teragak-agak nak keluar. Him, being a gentleman, berhenti la nak bagi dia jalan untuk keluar parking. Still kancil tu teragak-agak. Dok keluar sikit, pastu cam masuk balik. And me, being the impatient one, i said, "Jalan jer la. Camni pun nak layan lagi." I was refering to the lady in the car, and the busy-ness of the lane. Kalo aku mmg aku takde der nak layan org dok gohead-gostan camtu. Baik aku jalan cepat, so lane tu free dan dia boleh kuar tanpa was-was....huhuuh.


Din pun jalan je and he said, "Pempuan bawak kete mmg camtu. Terhegeh-hegeh. Pastu nak mintak equality la ape sume. Nak mintak supaya dilayan sama level dengan lelaki. Masalahnya pempuan dengan laki mmg tidak pernah dan tidak akan sama level."


Which hit me.....hahahha....its true. But i kept quiet, with a small smile on my face. This is an issue which aku tak bape nak komen sangat dah. Dulu masa aku muda mmg la aku agak defensive towards women kan. Tapi as i grow older, i realize men and women are different.

But anyway, that statement by Din agak open aku rasa. Pempuan dan lelaki mmg tak sama level. Tapi by default, i dont think we can say lelaki is much more superior berganda-ganda dengan perempuan. What i meant to say is, certain things women can do better. Certain things, men can do better. Example dari segi kekuatan dan stamina, generally maybe laki ada lebih. Sebab tu la kan scoring dalam sports pun dah berlainan. Dalam tennis for example, straight set for men is 3 sets....and for women is 2 sets only. Sebab tu jugalah dalam sports diasingkan game utk laki dan pempuan. Sbb kudrat laki dan pempuan lain. Jadi, aku rasa dalam dunia skang ni, men and women have to prove they can do better on certain area and outdo each other. Tu je.....banyak cakap tak guna.

And also, just maybe men is calmer that women (of course, not all....just generally). So they can think and act better....ehehe.

Anyway....

My days are numbered. Its a countdown to a certain day when i will give birth to my second child. I dont know how long the countdown. I dont know how much to count. Arghhh.....the agony of waiting.

This Thursday i will be meeting with my gynechologist, Dr Fairuz at DEMC. Ahahah....interprem doctor tu kat sini plak. She was my previous gynae with Aynur. Biasalah kan, bile kite dah biasa dengan doc tu, dan ada good experience with the doc, we would choose the same one. Dia suke gurau. Dengan aku gak suke gurau....dok lawan-lawan cakap la kitorang. And she was lepak also. I still remember masa aku baru lepas push Aynur keluar, she was stitching my perineum back to be intact (yeah duh, it tore! walaupun tak byk, syukur). Sambil jahit-jahit tu dia dok nyanyi-nyanyi. Nyanyi lagu apa pun aku tatau. Tapi aku rasa lega somehow. Kalau aku tau lagu ape, aku dah nyanyi sekali. So aku pun tersenyum dan rasa relax. Oh anyway, i had my epidural that time.

And then last-last tu dia kata...."Ookayyy Farin. All nice and done. I'll see you again tomorrow, ok!," she said with a big smile on her face while cheking her "artwork".

And important thing this Thursday.....is baby's 3D scan. Cant wait to see his face.... =)


Later.....